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Elder
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Apr 14, 2019 at 07:48 AM
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As the title says that is how I feel. BUT....
If I did I would have lost self respect and trust of people I'm about 37 days without porn or masterbation. And 10 months without oral sex.ive made it this far.... Mentally though my mind is turning on itself... Is this withdrawal or something else? I may never know. But I have a good t that isn't afraid to talk about sexual things in the first meeting. [Trigger] I'm just so..... I want to harm myself, yet I don't want to. How can this be? [Trigger/] Did I do that right? I'm on my mobile device. I'm sorry if I remembered wrong. Please someone double check it!! And fix if need be. I think I fixed it..... |
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Apr 14, 2019 at 11:01 PM
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What's wrong with masturbating?
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Elder
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Apr 14, 2019 at 11:45 PM
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Apr 15, 2019 at 05:44 AM
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Congratulations on your great progress in your recovery!
 With regard to self-harm: it sounds like you feel ambivalent about it. Perhaps, to help you understand your thinking, it would be helpful to make a list of the pros and cons of doing it. You are doing great work and you are strong enough to keep it going! 
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Elder
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Apr 16, 2019 at 03:49 AM
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Thanks Bill. My thoughts have amplified and I know I have nothing to help. It's almost 2am here. In 6 and half hours my boss will be here. She's worried just like I am. I need something to get me through the night. I almost want to check myself into an ER. I'm not sure what it who to see. I hate this!!!!
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