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Member Since May 2019
Location: Greensboro NC
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I'm having a lot of sex with strangers I meet online. I am now spending all of my free time talking to or having sex with men. It's gotten worse consistently over the last couple months. I've even slept with two men in the same day twice. I suffered a bruised cervix during my last encounter and almost had sex later that day. The only thing that stopped me was excruciating pain. It's been three days and I'm still in horrible pain.....yet I can't take another day without sex. I'm supposed to see my weekender later today. I don't know if I can stop myself. I have an appointment with a gynecologist tomarrow. WHAT the hell have I become....... and how the hell do I become myself again.
I've recently left a 20 year abusive marriage. I'm hoping this is the cause and that there is hope for me.😭 |
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Location: Phoenix
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Some support in the area of counseling may provide you with great relief. You should see a pdoc as well to rule out any disorder. You are going thru a stressful time. It’s not uncommon to go for easy relief that makes things worse. Try to fill your time with family, true friends, and useful and pleasurable pursuits. Take a class, work out, etc. Many of us have fallen for easy internet fixes, but there are so many healthy solutions out there. Start replacing the hurtful experiences w solid ones that will last.
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