Uniform came in the mail a week early! :O

DrSkipper.... I have had many a great fantasy about him myself.....

hahaha, this made me laugh. I'm so happy to find someone like you who has these fantasies. I feel so much better about myself.

And I have found someone else with a uniform fetish on deviant art. His name is Paul.

This might be shockingly...normal? Cute? It's definitely different, but this is Paul, he's Australian and he's been dressing up like this for years...The deviant has links to people who's into uniform fetishes and SS stuff...

This picture does have the swastika on it so I'm keeping it as link only...click on your own risk!

http://i49.tinypic.com/2qb98g1.jpg

That was a really cool pic..... I am in the same boat as you as far as not being the only one who likes the uniform thing.....

And as far as the movie Schindler's List, I love that movie... ( watch it when I really need to cry ) .... Very intense... but excellent movie....

Awesome...my grandparents have that movie on VHS, I'll watch it the next time I go up there...I need to be more careful about watching movies at my house...my parents have already asked me what was up with the WWII movie marathon...

I just made a new facebook friend of someone who collects and dresses up in uniforms, a lot of cosplay and what not.

On deviantart I posted pictures of me in my costume and people really like it, and I'm following other people who do reenactments...it's so cool!!!

I'm so mad. I hear the UPS truck and I run out to get my package, I look at the box and it's addressed to my dad. AAAAAGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!!! Where's my hat!?!?!?

I've been keeping my eye on ebay, and the guy I bought the hat from has not responded to my emails and haven't even put a tracking order on the box so I have no idea where it is, but that it's supposed to be here either today or on the 10th. UGH.

lol Doc, if it makes you feel any better, as a grandson of a World War 2 veteran and a former Cadet Lieutenant Colonel in the US Army JROTC...rofl I have to admit, like it or not, the SS knew how to dress. Don't quite...lol get the same enjoyment out of it as you, per se, but the point stands.

I wish I had the cash and knowledge before you decided to keep it. I have a Mauser K98 in my closet (Germany's rifle during the war), complete with the Nazi inspector stamps from the factory, dated 1944 (JUST before they rolled out the crappy Mauser "kriegsmodel," with the lower quality), and I collect World War 2 stuff. It'd fit the collection, if nothing else. I've been looking to get my hands on an SS dagger or Hitler Youth knife for years...either fake or I'm broke.

Either way, enjoy the stuff.

See, it's not just me. The did have spiffy unis, and my T says it's perfectly healthy (if it's not normal) to carry out my fantasies.

edit: oooh I had to post this, it's my screen saver, it's just so artsy!
http://yearbookgirl2011.deviantart.c...ites/#/d38j9fe

I just finished a nine page short story of Nazi slash. It's the first time I have done any creative writing in over a year, not including song parodies, and I think I did a pretty good job with it. For obvious reasons I can't post it here, but once I am done with the revising and satisfied with the outcome I'll post it on my deviantart account.

Come on hat!!!

Just recieved an email from the ebay seller, he had personal matters to attend to but the hat is on its way So excited!

Currently writing a new short story about Nazi vampires! Interesting concept, but it's too hard to explain.

On hold with customer support...they're making me a custom armband!

After watching Europa Europa last night (which was phenomenal, excellent directing with great storytelling and character development), I reconsidered whether I wanted the SS or the Hitler Youth armband, but I stuck with the SS for fetish wear; I don't think it would be a good idea to sexualize any sort of youth.

I haven't really been doing much here, I've drifted over to Deviantart and I am doing rather well over there, had a brush with a real Nazi and an angry member who thought I was crazy, but overall I've made some cool online buddies who are into WWII and the like. I've made some doodles and wrote some literature. Once my outfit is complete I'll post pix on Deviantart and I'll give you the link...I know it's not a good idea to post it here...

Where's my buddy Georgie? Where you at I miss you!

The hat came in the mail. The hat came. Mein hat. MEIN HAT! MEIN HAAAAAAAATTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

TRIGGER: And now I will present myself in the hat, and I will show my face in its entirety for the first time. Be warned, it is a Nazi hat...and there is implied nudity.

*drumroll*

An excerpt from my journal on DeviantArt:

Oh Tom, my dear condfidante, I cannot wait to tell you how empowered I feel as I look into the window's reflection and admire the silver insignia glistening in the sunlight, the double ribbon shining symbolically as if to say "Embrace yourself and the sex goddess within you." Dear Tom, I wear this visor so proudly. I had no idea the true power the visor can bestow upon me as I smile at my reflection. I could do anything, be anything, and I have nothing to fear. True, it must stay within the realm of the bedroom and in solitude, but that's all I need. I just need to know that I am capable of nearly anything. I am powerful. The only thing I wonder is, am I powerful without the visor? Can I take charge of my life without having to march around in uniform? Yes, I can.



This hat is just so beautiful. I was so worried that it would not live up to my hopes, or that it would be too big or too small, but it fits perfectly and it is made of quality materials...But wow, how the uniform suits me. I'm a SShe-wolf dom now!



Isn't beautiful? Oh god, I can't wait for the armband to come!

I never come on to PC anymore except to see if there is any news from Georgie and Mommy...I don't really have any need to now that I've found DeviantArt...I can express myself there and I've already made friends with WWII reenactors and fetish lovers. I would leave a link, but it would just trigger everybody...It can be a very intimidating realm.

Oh and Mommy, I am working on watching Schindler's List. I finally met Mister Hunky Ralph Fiennes, but it was also after the worst sequence in the movie and I needed to stop. It was so horrible to watch and I felt bad about myself because I fantasized about people who did such horrible things, but then I started talking to one of my facebook friends, and I didn't tell him any details, but he said that as long as I don't believe in what I'm doing, then there's no harm to it.

The majority of the people on DA have been very nice to me, some even asked me about my fetishm. A couple people have not been so nice, including a real Nazi who was annoyed about something I posted. He blocked me, but it was pretty intimidating when I found out I told off a NS without realizing it! Oops...

Ohhhh but I have to tell you about Arens Wolfdietrich! ooohh graberstatte <3333 he's so...he's something else. I cannot stop fantasizing about him, and I got so excited when he replied to a note I left him on his wall. He's a WWII reenactor from Moscow and he's drop dead gorgeous, and not in the Johnny Depp sexy kinda way, but in the way that gives you goosebumps every time you see his picture because he's so cold and intimidating and ooooohhhhh goosebumps. Gaaaaaah I have a crush on someone I've never even met! I thought about asking for an autograph, but that's creepy. Bad idea.

On my DA, I posted those two pictures some doodles, NS song parodies, and some NS slashy type stuff about the characters in my head. The Von Steiger family. That's why I can't link it, it's all stuff that's well...ideologically insensitive. It's got trigger written all over it.

Well, I got to rant because I decided that now that I'm here, I might as well tell you everything. I told you everything from the beginning, and now I'm moving on. I don't know how often I'll come back here, because I just can't post pictures of my uni. It's not good. I really shouldn't post the above pictures, but I think it's relatively tame. It's all fetishm and I don't think it's breaking the guidelines. Hm...I guess that's all I really need to tell you. I've never been so empowered and happy. Ich Liebe Dich, Mein Bester Freund.

xoxo Dr. Skipper

If you're ever curious and feeling brave enough, go to deviantart and look for prisonersofpassion. I'll be there.

I get to see Tom in two more days! Yay

My armband came in the mail...bwahahahaha
It fits perfectly, and I was able to try it on in my two outfits and put it away before my parents came home

oh I'm in love <3

So I've been looking into joining a reenactment and the only group that allows women are the DRK (German Red Cross=nurses) and the Red Army, aka the Russians who allowed women to fight during WWII. I've been talking back and forth with the unit leader of the 49th division and I am accepted into joining, now all I need to do is get my uniform and go. He said I can borrow a uniform, but the thing is there are only 5 reenactments a year and they are at least 2+ hours away. We could likely carpool because he lives in the city next to mine, but I'm not sure about being so far away. Plus, it would be hard explaining to my parents why I am so interested in WWII. That is awkward.

On another note, I've also been speaking with a reenactor/model/photographer/world traveler on DA that I've been crushing on for about a month now. I'm really into him and I don't know why I am trying to talk to him so bad because I have no chance with him, but I want to try anyway. He is very sweet but he's so busy he doesn't get alot of time to talk. I'm so in something with him and it's a very good feeling. I don't think my therapist would approve though, we are trying to focus on finding friendships and romance here where I live. *sigh* I just hope things work out and we could at least be friends.

Something something something: http://graberstatte.deviantart.com/gallery/#/d398wxz