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Default Sep 14, 2017 at 12:53 PM
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Hi there, I'm a 23 year old male and lately I've been having extreme anxiety and panic attacks about a fetish that I have always had. Basically, my fetish revolves around women's panties. They turn me on more than anything and always have ever since I was a kid. When I was younger, I sometimes went through my sister, mom's, or my friends mom's underwear drawer when I was at their place alone and would sometimes masturbate with the panties. I knew it was wrong at the time to do and lately I've been feeling extremely guilty about what I've done and feel like I deserve to die. I feel like a pervert scum that doesn't deserve to live. In the past few years ive talked to a sexual therapist about the fetish and they said there's nothing wrong with having a fetish as long as it is contained. I've found online that there are women who will sell you their underwear and have managed to have this be my only outlet for the fetish if I'm particular aroused . I just can't help but feel extremely anxious about the things I did when I was younger and feel like I deserve to die. Many times it's all I can think about and have insomnia, etc worrying about how I deeply hurt other people when I was younger and don't deserve to live
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Default Sep 17, 2017 at 08:39 PM
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my fetish is erotic humiliation I don't feel ashamed also bisexual
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Default Sep 21, 2017 at 10:54 PM
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Man, I would not worry about that at all.

You’re not hurting anyone (although that can be delicious in so many ways) and it’s a very common male fetish. Freud/Field Day: I think it so common because panties create the very slightest cover/barrier for the labia/vagina. I could be wrong. My fetish is fer nekkid bodies male/female/trans/whatever.

Don’t feel guilty! But don’t go through your neighbors dirty clothes, either.
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Default Sep 26, 2017 at 01:58 PM
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I use to feel shame as I did the same as a teen. Masterbation into panties was wonderful! I would use my mom's, sister, anyone's I could find. When I got older I started buying my own. I have a pretty large collection now of my own panties. I actually wear them more than I wear regular guys underwear. My current gf is very cool with it and actually loves playing with me in them. Also I take pictures of me in them often and send them to her as a tease. Don't feel ashamed don't worry about it. Buy your own and if you are ashed or embarrassed to buy them in public eBay is a great way to build your collection.
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Default Sep 27, 2017 at 12:23 AM
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I often feel shame and guilt over my fetishes, usually after I've performed them or fantasized about them. The ones I involve my mrs in I feel guilty about involving her. And my dangerous one which I don't involve her in ( she knows about it) I worry about how she'd cope if I got hurt or caught doing it.
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I often feel shame and guilt over my fetishes, usually after I've performed them or fantasized about them. The ones I involve my mrs in I feel guilty about involving her. And my dangerous one which I don't involve her in ( she knows about it) I worry about how she'd cope if I got hurt or caught doing it.
I’m not certain if you mean fetishes or sexual preferences/proclivities?

I have known men whom, post-ejaculation, feel quilt for shaggin’ a Paddington Bear... even known men talking a gf/ms into shaggin’ a friend then getting mad because she enjoyed it!

I don’t do illegal - no Lolita attractions - but I’ve probably done a bit of everything, yes, dangerous, too, but not illegal, but I’ve never felt guilty about sex, sex acts, what-have-you.
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I’m not certain if you mean fetishes or sexual preferences/proclivities?

I have known men whom, post-ejaculation, feel quilt for shaggin’ a Paddington Bear... even known men talking a gf/ms into shaggin’ a friend then getting mad because she enjoyed it!

I don’t do illegal - no Lolita attractions - but I’ve probably done a bit of everything, yes, dangerous, too, but not illegal, but I’ve never felt guilty about sex, sex acts, what-have-you.
I'm pretty certain i mean fetishes. I get sexually turned on by using certain items or performing particular acts.

I feel guilt because, even though these things although enjoyable for my fiancée they don't turn her on. E.g. I have aftershocks for using rubber gloves during sex. I can get turned on thinking about them or wearing them. For her though even though she enjoys the results of me using then on her, the gloves themselves don't excite her.

To the best of my knowledge non of my fetishes are "illegal" my dangerous fetish involves only me and even if i did it with others would still be legal so long as it was consensual.
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Default Sep 29, 2017 at 10:32 AM
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I use to feel shame as I did the same as a teen. Masterbation into panties was wonderful! I would use my mom's, sister, anyone's I could find. When I got older I started buying my own. I have a pretty large collection now of my own panties. I actually wear them more than I wear regular guys underwear. My current gf is very cool with it and actually loves playing with me in them. Also I take pictures of me in them often and send them to her as a tease. Don't feel ashamed don't worry about it. Buy your own and if you are ashed or embarrassed to buy them in public eBay is a great way to build your collection.
This sounds exactly like me . I used to feel really really ashamed at a core level about this. But for the past 10 years or so I've learned that there isn't anything wrong with a fetish so long as I buy the panties . I buy them online as doing it in the store would be much too arousing and also if I have the urge for worn underwear there are dozens of sites to buy used ones from
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Default Sep 29, 2017 at 10:38 AM
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I'm pretty certain i mean fetishes. I get sexually turned on by using certain items or performing particular acts.

I feel guilt because, even though these things although enjoyable for my fiancée they don't turn her on. E.g. I have aftershocks for using rubber gloves during sex. I can get turned on thinking about them or wearing them. For her though even though she enjoys the results of me using then on her, the gloves themselves don't excite her.

To the best of my knowledge non of my fetishes are "illegal" my dangerous fetish involves only me and even if i did it with others would still be legal so long as it was consensual.
I think you just have to learn to deal with the fetishes in a way that is legal and safe. There is practically no way to change what turns you on because it's subconscious , the only thing you can do is find safe outlets for it
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Default Sep 30, 2017 at 09:54 PM
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I think you just have to learn to deal with the fetishes in a way that is legal and safe. There is practically no way to change what turns you on because it's subconscious , the only thing you can do is find safe outlets for it
The way I deal with my fetishes is perfectly LEGAL !! There is no way I can make it conpletely safe, however I do mitigate as much risk as possible in what I wear. I gave up trying to stop having these fetishes years ago and embraced them, but that doesn't stop me having feelings of guilt about them.
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Default Oct 01, 2017 at 02:47 AM
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The way I deal with my fetishes is perfectly LEGAL !! There is no way I can make it conpletely safe, however I do mitigate as much risk as possible in what I wear. I gave up trying to stop having these fetishes years ago and embraced them, but that doesn't stop me having feelings of guilt about them.
I don't think there is a way to "stop" having them. You are excited by what ever arouses you in a core way that can't be changed that easily or else people could change from being homosexual to heterosexual. Therefore the best way is to just find a legal outlet for it and try to stop the guilt
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Default Apr 15, 2018 at 03:52 PM
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I once tried to dig deep into myself and try to find out as much as I can about the source of my not quite mainstream fetish, which I cannot even properly describe - the closest I can get in my attempts to name it is "attraction to suits and everything old fashioned and old, including baldness but only when related to intelligent, elder men". My hottest "sexual" fantasy doesn't even include naked bodies nor sex at all

I find that some guilt, shame and feeling like doing something "wrong" is actually an essential part of a fetish. After some time of my self analysis I was surprised to find out that the level of arousal has become much much lower now, when I have so openly admitted to myself that those fetishes exist and tried to track them down deep in the roots of my personality.

So, I think our subconscious is playing a dirty game here - one of major reasons of why a fetish is a fetish is the feeling of shame that we seemingly want to get rid of.

Don't be ashamed... but as soon as you stop feeling the shame (at least at the level of "being naughty") your subconscious attraction might go down noticeably... or it might not; I don't know, it might be just my personal issue.
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Default Apr 25, 2018 at 04:50 PM
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I don't think there is a way to "stop" having them. You are excited by what ever arouses you in a core way that can't be changed that easily or else people could change from being homosexual to heterosexual. Therefore the best way is to just find a legal outlet for it and try to stop the guilt
I don’t understand what part of your actions are illegal unless I missed something.

Either way, you aren’t doing anything wrong. As long as you’re dealing with consenting adults. Which I will assume you are.

Give yourself a break. You aren’t hurting anyone. But be careful if you deal with anyone on the internet and the internet in general with fetishes.

Like with anything pleasurable, tolerance can develop, and risky, impulsive behavior can come from that. Sounds like you are very cautious and self aware though.

So again, give yourself a break and be enjoy what satisfies you.
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Default Apr 25, 2018 at 08:19 PM
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As long as you aren't out raiding the closets/dressers of complete strangers for women's underwear, you are perfectly fine in what you are doing.

Why not buy women's underwear for your own personal use? That way, you don't have to go around sneaking into anyone else's place for them.

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Default Apr 05, 2019 at 05:22 AM
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I've been stealing and wearing panties bras lingerie night gowns etc since I was 11yo. 34 years now and i got caught in my friends sisters panty drawer, it's the first time I've been caught by anyone else outside my mom and sisters. I have over 3600 pairs of panties alone in my collection. I'm scared that my addiction is going to get me in trouble. I can't stop myself from stealing bras and panties lingerie night gowns etc from every house I go too. I need help with this please
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Default Apr 05, 2019 at 12:14 PM
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I have taken women's bras and panties I didn't know, I have bought my own bras and panties lingerie night gowns etc but it's not the same as taking them from women. And I dress like a woman stuff my bras and wear lingerie and masturbate non stop to porn. I can't stop myself
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Default Apr 05, 2019 at 04:58 PM
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How often do you actually have sex? (No need to actually answer here, just a question to consider for yourself). The fetish might become less intense if / when having long term relationship and enough intimacy with a real physical person.
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Default Apr 29, 2020 at 11:27 AM
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Man, I would not worry about that at all.

You’re not hurting anyone (although that can be delicious in so many ways) and it’s a very common male fetish. Freud/Field Day: I think it so common because panties create the very slightest cover/barrier for the labia/vagina. I could be wrong. My fetish is fer nekkid bodies male/female/trans/whatever.

Don’t feel guilty! But don’t go through your neighbors dirty clothes, either.
Speaking of, my neighbor of ten years was caught in my house at 130 am in my hamper?
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