SIssy for life

Okay so I don't know if this is where I should post as I don't have a porn addiction. I see most people on here a posting about being a sissy but have got that way through porn. I'm convinced that I was born with it. For my whole life I have been attracted to girly and feminine things. I've never been attracted to either gender sexually. Since I was about 13 I have been masturbating to all sorts of fantasy's of girls force feminizing me. Anything triggrst it, outfits, painted nails, make up, hair, and even feminine mannerisms. I'll see women outside and when I get home I masturbate to these many siffdiffe fantasy's in my head. I don't watch porn and never will. The only thing that I masturbate to aside from my own fantasy's if TG fiction. They have a lot of stories free and that are on Amazon. I'm 27 now and I'm wondering if this is it for me or do I have a chance to be attracted sexually attracted to either gender.

Hello Ballistix: This appears to be your first post here on PC. So... welcome to PsychCentral! I hope you find the time you spend here to be of benefit. (By the way, the Sexual and Gender Issues forum was an appropriate place for your post.)

Honestly... I don't know what's going on with you. Perhaps what you are struggling with would be classified as being some sort of fetish? I'm an old man now. But I've had a life-long struggle with gender identity dysphoria. So I was also always attracted "to girly and feminine things"... but for different reasons.

You asked if this is it for you or if you have a chance of being attracted sexually to either gender. Here again... I don't know the answer to that question. But what I can suggest to you, based on my own experience, is that anything related to sexuality or gender is really complicated & can be extremely confusing (and embarrassing as well.) So my personal opinion would be that, in order to get to the bottom of what you are experiencing, you're going to need to delve into it all with the help of a therapist who is experienced in working with individuals who have concerns related to sexuality.

Here are links to 2 articles, from PsychCentral's archives, that may be of some interest:

https://psychcentral.com/disorders/fetishism-symptoms/

https://psychcentral.com/lib/the-top...-masturbation/

I wish you well...

I think it is a fetish but I also think it could be some form of paraphilia. Someone on another forum told that is what this is but obviously they are not a therapist. I am looking for a therapist but I've been trying to see if people online could give me answers also. I just need to know if this is it for me. If I'm ment to just have theses fantasy's and masturbate to women's outfits forever then so be it