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Trig Jul 05, 2019 at 09:26 PM
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Me and my two sisters are all bipolar I. Before we became adults and got treatment, we were young girls and into our teenage years, we abused each other. We abused each other, we were fighting each other, we were in violent fights with each other. There was only three daughters and no sons. With the three of us, our ages are just a little under four years. We are have the same body shape.

Even that we did that to each other. There are a lot of times, and right now, that I miss being abused by my sisters. Strange, it is the only way I understand how to interact with my sisters.

Yes, I am also a lesbian, and for some strange reason I want to be in a abusive relationship with my partner. If I had a partner. Being hurt by a woman, has become enjoyable to me. I even gone to role play sites to find a woman to fight me online. Yes, it is just words, but it calms me down and gives me enjoyment.

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Thanks for sharing this. Honestly I don't know anything about this type of situation. But I noticed no one had replied to your post. So I thought I would. The thing that occurred to me as I read your post is the concept of the trauma bond. Perhaps you're familiar with it? I don't know if it would apply to your situation or not. There are no doubt other members, here on PC, who would be better able to address what you're experiencing than I am. Hopefully some of them may yet reply as well. In the meantime though here are links to 3 articles, from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of trauma bonds:

What is Trauma Bonding?

Healing from a Trauma Bond

Traumatic Bonding: 9 Signs You Are Bonded To The Abuser | Caregivers, Family & Friends

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