School, Fantasies and Sexual Desires?

For the longest time I've not been able to pinpoint exactly what this fantasy of mine I have is about so now I'm going to try and figure it out for sure.

For some backstory I do enjoy content that isn't what I'm about to talk about, but as far as I can see I don't see a definition that defines what I have I suppose?

I like fantasizing about students whether that be middle or high-school in sexual situations, and I also tend to like to focus on other points such as the clothes or outfits they wear. (Skirts, Gym Clothes, Cheerleaders, etc.)

I know Schoolgirls are a common fetish among men, but what I'm talking about isn't exactly that.

I suppose the best way I can describe it is an enjoyment in Taboo fetishes such as age. I greatly enjoy fantasies that revolve or have a great focus around the age of the person or the minor in the sexual encounter.

Whether that be 14 or 16, I'm certainly not a Hebephile or any some such since like I said I have other sexual interests that aren't limited to that I simply enjoy "age" more.

It doesn't negatively affect my life in any case, it's not like it's interfering with my daily activities or anything like that.

I thought perhaps I could finally get an answer, since even I'm not that sure myself.

I'm sorry I don't really have any answers to give you with regard to your post. But I noticed you had yet to receive a reply. So I thought I would write one.

I recall replying to a previous thread you started on this subject. In the current post you wrote the fantasies you have don't negatively affect your life. And they're not interfering with your daily activities. So the question seems to be more one of curiosity regarding why one would have these kinds of fantasies... what would cause a person to develop them to begin with.

Unfortunately, I believe the answer to that is no one knows. Kinks & fetishes are not generally considered to be problematic themselves as long as they don't lead a person into unlawful activity. And so there has not been, as I understand it, a lot of research that has been done with regard to them. I do understand, though, the desire to know where such things come from & why a person might develop such predilections.

I myself am a old man. But I waged a life-long struggle with my gender identity. Some of my earliest memories of life revolve around this. I'd dearly love to understand what caused it. (The current theory is that being transgender is something that develops in-utero. But I'm not sure I really accept that. At least not in my case.) The fact is, though, I'll never know what caused it (or any of the additional problems that came along with it.) And that's simply something I have to accept. I suspect that may be the way it will have to be for you too.

I do not want to offend you but are you saying you are an adult that fantasizes about middle school and high school persons?

Yes that's right. With a focus on the age of these people.

I had received some helpful answers before, but I thought getting some other people's opinions might be beneficial. I don't know if it will be ultimately, but I thought there was no harm in trying. It's more curiosity than anything.

I guess I just like knowing if anything else, but in the end it's not a big deal. Not like I'm breaking down in life over it just curiosity.