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Trig Mar 18, 2019 at 12:08 PM
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My dreams have been off the charts in insanity the past two weeks.

The other day I had night terror's and sleep paralysis where Billie Eilish's Bury a Friend was repeating in my head, which is a really scary dream with major TW.
And all my dreams the past two weeks have been extremely vivid and full of emotions and terror.

But I'll start off with last night's dream.

I dreamt of a celebrity I adore and admire (and yes, very much infatuated with). I dreamt we crossed paths at a market and we connected. The thing was, he stayed at his stoop where his house met the market, and he was scared to venture farther than his stoop. I would walk the market and come back to him, trying to get him to come out and walk with me. If I got him to go farther than his stoop and something exciting at the market happened, he'd get scared and run back to his house. We'd talk and talk for hours, mostly light and happy stuff, but I could tell he was scared. At one point he had followed me to the middle of the market, and we had an argument.

"You would never understand my struggle. You will never know what scares me and what stops me from living my life. I hurt, and it'll never get better," he said. I was mad at this.

"Just because I don't have the burden of fame does not mean that I do not face burdens. I ache, J, and I live my life knowing that I carry so much weight on shoulders. But I reach out to others and ask for help, and you'll never lose that burden if you don't reach out." He seemed to understand.

"Please," I said, "Come out with me. Let's get dressed up in our nicest clothes and enjoy ourselves."

"I know you care for me," he said, "and I've grown to really like you. But I am married."

"I know that, and I'm not asking for love. I care, J. Please, come out with me and have fun." He agreed, commenting he won't wear his nicest clothes because he was married, and we went up to his room so he could get dressed.

While up there, my parents called me and told me it was getting late and asked where I was. They showed up later and met both J and his wife. The wife was quiet and did not seem well, like she was sick, but we had a great time laughing and throwing paint around (the market had a swimming pool/skate park where people threw paint balloons.) My parents left later to let J and I enjoy ourselves while the wife went out to do something.

I went in one room to change and J went into another. When I was ready I came out and Joel was lying on the floor unconscious. He was beet red and wouldn't wake up and I knew something was seriously wrong. I took out my phone but it wouldn't unlock or let me call 911 and J's phone wouldn't work either. I was screaming and screaming for help but the market was so loud no one could hear me. I decided to run for help. I didn't go far until I found a neighbor who told me he was J's doctor. He told me J had a rare form of lukemia and that because I waited so long, he may die. The doctor took J to a surgeon's table and brought out these giant plants the were moving and alive. Then he started praying and casting spells calling out the lukemia to leave his body and enter the plants instead...so he was a voodoo doctor priest.

It wasn't working, the lukemia was too strong and J was going to die. I gave the jackpot money I won IRL and gave it to the voodoo doctor priest and told him I'd do anything to save him. So I began reciting the bible and incantations and just as he was about to die, a big surge of energy exploded making all of us fly backwards. J got up, cured, but looked at me wide-eyed in fear.

"You're beet red! ...My wife!" I looked down at myself as he ran and found myself a deep bright red. I followed J who found his wife lying in bed also beet red. Whatever the voodoo doctor priest did was wrong. It cured J, but instead of the illness going into the plants, it went into me and his wife. And then I realized that the wife was also sick with the illness as well. And then I woke up.
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Default May 06, 2019 at 03:11 PM
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I can relate to having insane dreams. It's been a little while since I had any completely off ones, but I've had so many. Both intensely scary insane dreams and just insane dreams. I think many of them could have made great movie plots, lol. Was this dream scary?
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