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Default Apr 21, 2019 at 01:43 PM
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For the most part I have nothing to say. I know I’m in a better place and they have to live with the consequences of their own behavior. Sometimes I feel angry and want them to feel as hurt as I have felt but the feeling passes and I mostly just want peace.
 

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Default Apr 21, 2019 at 02:44 PM
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Everyday I suffer from mental anguish of what u caused. Why don't u pay for me to see a therapist, out of your raggedy, empty pockets? You're a giant pile of garbage and u destroy human lives. I actually hope you're currently rotting in prison. I wish u the worst, every single day!
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Default Apr 21, 2019 at 06:27 PM
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I want to say to my abusers,I don't like you,I don't want to know you and I don't care about you and I don't care how you think and feel about me.
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Default Apr 24, 2019 at 05:00 PM
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So many things and i suffer every day because of him
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:03 PM
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I wish that I could tell my sister friend and my niece boyfriend you need to leave and stay out of my life!
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:04 PM
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I wish that I could tell my abuser when you ask a question dont become hateful just because you don't like the answer!
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:04 PM
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My opinion is none of your business!
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Default Jul 13, 2019 at 09:08 PM
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So many things and i suffer every day because of him
I'm sorry that you are in pain!
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I want to say to my abusers,I don't like you,I don't want to know you and I don't care about you and I don't care how you think and feel about me.
I wish that I could say that!
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 08:32 AM
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I want them to know that their behaviour and actions towards me is cruel and that I don't like them.They have not got the right to treat others cruely and speak to us so hastily I want to tell them karma will get them!
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 04:26 PM
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I wish that I could tell people on YouTube to leave me alone!
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Default Jul 14, 2019 at 04:32 PM
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There isn't enough space on these forums and the words I would use I would be banned in less than a second from this forum if I posted from my heart which is what I really always do. I also have hundreds of abusers, not only the 2 who kidnapped me and were caught, but the hundreds who bought me daily off the Dark Web during the 15 months I was in this hell.
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I’m having a hard time figuring out which abuser to pick... I’ll go with the first I guess:
You destroyed me! You ripped my innocence and childhood from me. You showed me that monsters are real they just look like everyone else...You stole my smile, my happiness, my belief in good, my virginity, and you almost stole my ability to have children (God blesses me there). How could you look at my little face, so trusting at 5yrs old and decide to expose me to sex and violence. You took my family’s trust in you and destroyed my mind, body, and soul with it. My mother believed you would keep me safe and protect me til she came home. It took me 2 yrs to finally tell her and she still blames herself.
All in all I don’t hate you... I feel nothing for you and I’ve learned with therapy and self reflection to in a way be grateful for the pain because it made me who I am. I’m strong, I’m tough, I’m not afraid of anyone, I’m also empathetic, compassionate, and considerate of others. I believe that all the pain, loss, neglect, abuse, and abandonment I’ve experienced in my life is so I can help others and use my pain to heal someone else’s.
Sorry didn’t mean to monologue lol.
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Default Aug 21, 2019 at 10:09 PM
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I was there for you when you need someone and your so call controlling friend was no where near to be found.
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Default Aug 21, 2019 at 10:11 PM
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What you said? You had no right to say? What you said? You can't unsay? What you did? You can't undo.
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Default Aug 22, 2019 at 04:47 PM
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I was so deluded and misguided thinking you were someone special.I had feelings for you but I was a genuine and loving person.You presented an illusion of niceness but your actions were malicious and abusive.I see the nasty ,cruel person that you really are.I don't want to know you you destroyed my mental health and you didn't care what hurt and pain and harm you had caused me.I hope karma pays you back for what you did to me.
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Default Aug 23, 2019 at 04:06 PM
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I would just say "you're an idiot." Actually I said that last week. It stopped then tantrums for nearly a week. I would also say, "You do not have power over me and if you get physical again I'm going to the police. Don't blame me for your sense of inferiority. That's all coming from you."
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Default Aug 24, 2019 at 02:30 PM
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“Dear” A hole..

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Default Aug 27, 2019 at 04:39 AM
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"Please stop making me suicidal."
"I will tell everyone what you have done."
"Farewell."

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Default Aug 29, 2019 at 06:12 AM
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Dear abuser,

thanks for everything
thanks for the sexual abuse
thanks for calling me all those names
thanks for shoving me up against a wall
thanks for being a total piece of ****
thanks for destroying my self confidence
thanks for the nightmares
thanks for not caring
thanks for the mental breakdown
thanks for the suicide attempt
thanks for breaking me down piece by piece
thanks for not caring
thanks for loving the cat more than me
thanks for being a loser
thanks, thanks and thanks again

you total piece of ******* ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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