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Default Aug 11, 2019 at 09:40 AM
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My father in the Midwest really started my dissociating in a more known way he is really a out door street life gambling man in a urban town. He enjoy most things that got folks in trouble such as gambling alcohol and lounges. When the marriage start to ail and probably many forms of illness it took his man hood such as impotencies. I was a beautiful long hair pig tail little girl the very first in my family. One night, he took me to the wrestling match just me it was all for me the two sons of our family didn't want to go they were teens by this time. The famous wrestling move such as the superplex where it picks up the opponent and turns him on the back was my demise in the evening after as he stands at the end of the bed congratulating me for being so grown up with his finger in my crouch.....I do know we enjoy some of the towns delights certain foods I remember passing those places wowed at what we would do next. IT was such the horrid way to find out what actually happened to me other than relying on innate ability to dissoiciate. Surely just hearing about their past while growning up wasn't really enough to warrant such a rare diagnoses that only about 3%, dx in 2015 dissociative identity disorder post traumatic stress disorder.

I encourage anyone to share their story and know that it doesn't come without a cost. This is the more surprise of my story as their is lost time and gaps in my history.....It has many different layers and many different facet hopefully one day making me famous! I'm a childhood survivor up until 15 yrs then I have also have some domestic violence history to still understand....There is room to doubt but at this point why would we all struggle with disbelief
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Default Aug 11, 2019 at 10:47 AM
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Good for you for sharing this. Did it help you to get some of it out of your system?

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