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Default Aug 11, 2019 at 10:20 AM
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To be continue Continuing so by this time momma had to find a job didn't enjoy the rigors of famous burger places with advancement opportunities cleaned offices for a while before going back to school she was very willful and wanted to enjoy education which was a way to keep money on her side if successful if you believe what society tells you. After the house caved in the ceiling in a not the greatest area our family had to rush to move across town in an area that was also not the greatest. I believe there was sign outside where she meet a couple across the street for baby sitting could have also been posted on the light pole the street light. She went over to meet them ask them to watch my sister and I. By this time my brothers had their own lives in the army and in school my two younger siblings either was at home or in daycare since they was 3 and 5 years apart. I didn't remember much only to think that he was a man that fixed on crap at the house across the street kinda of like my father I suppose. One day, he was in the basement and I asked him to ride a bike. He makes one of the sarcastic statement only if you let me play with you....starts to molest me says in a mean voice you better not tell anyone....then I pick pick out the boys black and yellow bicycle and he escorts me to handy park right down the street ……..

So later, one there was smoking preoccupation to mouth his girlfriend the couple I shared about. This when the convo must have escalated to money this is when they got twin males …..My sister was near my side anyway he started to make fun of bathroom breaks and my unorthodox way of wiping needing help. He started to be his own abuser by now finding safety apart from his neighbor my parents and himself and my sister...He started to make me his own in way......This is one of most unbelievable aspects of the story that escalated to his mid section orally and few other places as the mouth is such a bad place for all of us that struggle with weight over talking trying to make lots of money in life my family is small town where money is always an issue. I don't understand why he made me his own but he didn't it just made an already terrible situation worse.....I'm telling the story with their lens 5 mr hatter Deb unquie and eugene and sister momma and with other help within......I was terribly hurt relyin on help from my God those from television called fictives introjects later one I could barely do simple task if it wasn't for those in my system.
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To be continue Continuing so by this time momma had to find a job didn't enjoy the rigors of famous burger places with advancement opportunities cleaned offices for a while before going back to school she was very willful and wanted to enjoy education which was a way to keep money on her side if successful if you believe what society tells you. After the house caved in the ceiling in a not the greatest area our family had to rush to move across town in an area that was also not the greatest. I believe there was sign outside where she meet a couple across the street for baby sitting could have also been posted on the light pole the street light. She went over to meet them ask them to watch my sister and I. By this time my brothers had their own lives in the army and in school my two younger siblings either was at home or in daycare since they was 3 and 5 years apart. I didn't remember much only to think that he was a man that fixed on crap at the house across the street kinda of like my father I suppose. One day, he was in the basement and I asked him to ride a bike. He makes one of the sarcastic statement only if you let me play with you....starts to molest me says in a mean voice you better not tell anyone....then I pick pick out the boys black and yellow bicycle and he escorts me to handy park right down the street ……..

So later, one there was smoking preoccupation to mouth his girlfriend the couple I shared about. This when the convo must have escalated to money this is when they got twin males …..My sister was near my side anyway he started to make fun of bathroom breaks and my unorthodox way of wiping needing help. He started to be his own abuser by now finding safety apart from his neighbor my parents and himself and my sister...He started to make me his own in way......This is one of most unbelievable aspects of the story that escalated to his mid section orally and few other places as the mouth is such a bad place for all of us that struggle with weight over talking trying to make lots of money in life my family is small town where money is always an issue. I don't understand why he made me his own but he didn't it just made an already terrible situation worse.....I'm telling the story with their lens 5 mr hatter Deb unquie and eugene and sister momma and with other help within......I was terribly hurt relyin on help from my God those from television called fictives introjects later one I could barely do simple task if it wasn't for those in my system.
dlantern did you ever report it? Are you seeking counseling? I'm sorry that you had to go through that! You didn't deserve that!
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