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not sure if i,m starting this on the right way since i,ve nevered wrote much about myself.since i was abused by my stepmom when i was 10 years old girl sex Wise she was a fetish woman loved useing her outfits on me as pantyhose with a leotard suit on or a leather outfit with pantyhose or tights like some people may call them she would just sit on my face and smother me or ride my face with her outfits on she would ride my face so hard that it would burn at times,she would hurt me so bad at times.i,m 56 years old now and never knew why she done that to me.but she was a Dangerous fetish woman with her outfits she use to tell me if i told anyone what used to happen to me she would do worst to me so i kept my mouth shut,i was her little toy doll that she used 2 to 3 times a day with her outfits on.everytime i,ve seen her with her outfits on i knew it i would be going through a hard time,and getting called all sorts of names did,nt help either.thats how my shrt childhood life was.

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Hello Claudia. I noticed this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. Thank you for sharing these dreadful experiences with us. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support to you.

One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest to you will be the Complex PTSD sub-forum. Here's a link:

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And then here's a link to an article, from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of healing from childhood sexual abuse:

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Welcome @claudia1

(((safe hugs))) I'm so sorry that happened to you! What your stepmom did to you was sick and cruel.
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Welcome to pc Claudia1

I'm very sorry that happened to you. What she did was very cruel and sick.



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Oh my,Claudia,that was cruel and sick thing .So sorry.Hugs.
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not sure if i,m starting this on the right way since i,ve nevered wrote much about myself.since i was abused by my stepmom when i was 10 years old girl sex Wise she was a fetish woman loved useing her outfits on me as pantyhose with a leotard suit on or a leather outfit with pantyhose or tights like some people may call them she would just sit on my face and smother me or ride my face with her outfits on she would ride my face so hard that it would burn at times,she would hurt me so bad at times.i,m 56 years old now and never knew why she done that to me.but she was a Dangerous fetish woman with her outfits she use to tell me if i told anyone what used to happen to me she would do worst to me so i kept my mouth shut,i was her little toy doll that she used 2 to 3 times a day with her outfits on.everytime i,ve seen her with her outfits on i knew it i would be going through a hard time,and getting called all sorts of names did,nt help either.thats how my shrt childhood life was.
I'm sorry that you had to experience this. Please know that it was not your fault and you didn't deserve this. We are here for you.
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Hello Claudia. I noticed this is your first post here on PC. So... welcome to Psych Central. Thank you for sharing these dreadful experiences with us. Hopefully coming here to PC can be of some comfort & support to you.

One additional forum, here on PC, that may be of interest to you will be the Complex PTSD sub-forum. Here's a link:

https://psychcentralforums.com/complex-ptsd/

And then here's a link to an article, from Psych Central's archives, on the subject of healing from childhood sexual abuse:

Healing from Childhood Sexual Abuse

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Those are great links
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I'm sorry that you had to experience this. Please know that it was not your fault and you didn't deserve this. We are here for you.
thanks for your comment i Always thought it was my fault when i was Young from the age 10 until i got to the age 23 i Always said to myself what have i done to her to deserve this. when i do put on a pair of pantyhose or tights i do think of her sometimes.i would like to write in private to you if you don,t mind.
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