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I guess this should go here? I don't know.
Anywhere I write it doesn't feel right. Y'know, I get days like this from what those motherf*!@#>s did. Days where I imagine if I died instead. If they had just killed me. Days like this, I wish I had. It's fleeting since I actually have someone in my life who makes me happy and I feel safe. Days like the ones I've had leads to picking up old vices. Old vices tend to remind me that I am a real piece of work. God the voice. He doesn't shut up. Sometimes he says new things about me, other times he mimics someone I can't think about (not easily without going into a flashback). He won't shut his mouth. I just... That's another "gift" they gave me. I have to stop. __________________ "Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity." |
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