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Ah, I see. I think some of it has been a misunderstanding.
Thank you. This is my second abusive relationship, 20 years apart. I learned about my mother's NPD when I was already in this relationship and after I stepped away from my family. It was an eye opener. My partner doesn't beat me. He doesn't "bully", either.. so it was harder for me to understand that his tendencies were/are abusive. I'm just starting to realize this now. I used to think some of his erratic behaviours were possibly related to his MS. I knew he was insecure and had codependency issues but it didn't sound like narcissism, like my mother. Quote:
I don't think I'm making excuses for his behaviours. In fact, I've been point blank with him about it that these behaviours are really concerning. We've been to couples counseling and I've encouraged him to go to individual counseling multiple times (which he has). Again, the abuse isn't in my face. It's subtle and comes up from time to time.. and again, I questioned how much of it was related to his MS. I'm also just finding things out now. I'm not asking for parenting advice, per say. I'm just explaining some behaviours my 3yr old is exhibiting and suggestinghow I'm managing them with regards to the abuse. Yes, I've agreed to your feedback and sometimes it's just good to hear that validation from someone else. So thank you for being that person. I appreciate your perspective. Quote:
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#22
If you think your partner isn’t that bad and he isn’t a bully and your kids are ok, then I wish you and your children all the best. I am bowing out
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Someone posted this on another thread. I can really relate to it: Narcissistic Victim Syndrome: What The Heck Is That? As I've said, I'm currently stuck. I'm trying to make the best of our situation to buy time. |
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It’s terrible she leaves such a mess. I suspect some men are just as messy. I don’t know, I don’t think extreme messiness is gender specific I hope you can get away from her one of these days. She sounds awful. Hugs |
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I found this to be helpful..
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Yes, the part about a narcissist guarding their false image was something I became sensitive to as a teenager because I often felt sorry for my narcissistic parent. I started recognizing when other people were putting up a show and afraid of discovery, and I would try to help them hide their secrets. Twice it was dishonest men pretending to be really rich, which my parent also did.
So I think having parents like that produce a wrong sort of empathy for dishonest and exploitative people which makes us into narcissist magnets. For me, I got caught up in their fear of discovery and ended up trying to help them keep up the illusion. But I learned my lesson from several disasters by the time I was 20 and started to adopt a harsher attitude towards that trait. But somehow, I still attract bad sorts by some factor that I'm not aware of so, I think parenting still influences how some peope keep getting into bad relationships even after becoming aware of the pattern. |
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