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Hey. I’m Ember. I have Borderline Personality Disorder, Anxiety Disorders and experience periods of Hypomania. I’ve been working on it since I was about 4. I noticed it was a problem when I was around 10. I was odd. Lol. So I spent my entire life wondering why. I’ve had multiple ups and downs,
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Welcome to Psych Central. I'm very sorry for what you are going through.
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Welcome, I understand your position. I was abused in my younger years. My life has always been hard, and I have been rejected by most of my family because of it. The only true thing I have trusted in my life, was a very tiny chihuahua named Jose. He didn't have a chance at life before I took him. He was at a puppy mill, and he was sick, and they were going to let him die. I took him, and did everything in my power to keep him alive. He was on 3 different medications twice a day, and when his life turned bad, he was over 9 years old. Jose was my support, and I was his. Now I am truly on my own.
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Sorry about the terrible position you are in Map1976R79. I have come here to feel like I belong to something with people that are not going to judge me for all that I have been through. I have few people that feel like I can confide in, but they don't have the ability to understand what I am going through and I am hoping that being here will make a difference in my world. I hope the same for you.
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Hello Ember, Welcome to the site.
I'm not sure I can be of much help, but I think I can understand some of what you are going through. I was married to a woman for 9 years with a diagnosed personality disorder--though I didn't find out about her disorder till after the divorce. I commend you for taking steps to deal with your issues, my ex never would. She would go to a shrink, tell him he was helping, then just go on with her life, living in her own world. Again, I commend you for taking steps to deal with your issues. About a year and a half ago I briefly saw a woman with extreme social anxiety. She was basically confined to her bedroom because of the anxiety and depression. We didn't date long, but we did become close friends. Because of that friendship, I understand how challenging social anxiety can be. It sounds to me like you are a very responsible person. I'm sorry you are going through all of this right now, especially the part about your father. I never dealt with that, but I my father was an alcoholic and I've had to deal with growing up as an adult child of an alcoholic. I'm relatively new here myself, but I believe there are good people here who truly care. BOM |
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