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This is unfamiliar territory for me. It's always been hard for me to reach out and engage other people so I'm just going lay it out the best I can. Please forgive if it seems like random thoughts thrown together; it kind of is. I'm 39 and have moved around the country a lot, which meant I often ended up being "the new guy" and never really feeling as close to others that grew up together. I've learned that's not always the case because I have made and kept some great relationships in my adult life. I'm still not able to share openly. However, with the pandemic putting my job, producing live music events, that I've worked very hard to be the best I can and still really love and enjoy at a stand still for an unknown amount of time I've had a lot of opportunity to think which is usually overthinking. I've done therapy and counseling but always end up moving and not following through. I've been diagnosed with add/adhd by one then depression followed immediately with c-ptsd so who knows. I am smart enough to not self-diagnose or let the people who have a text book and a few college classes do so. Just by interacting and observing people and having to struggle with multiple symptoms that I've read trying to understand myself that these things don't go away or just get better with time and I want to address them. At around 3 or 4 my stepfather moved us the first time and it seems like as soon as he did
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Hello Pauwv Pinhoti: I see this is your first post here on PC. Welcome to Psych Central. I don't know as there is much in the way of direction I can offer beyond simply continuing to post. Things tend to move quickly here on PC. Sometimes it can take a bit of time to become known. The more you post your own threads, but especially the more you reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. I hope you find PC to be of benefit.
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