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Shocked Jun 15, 2019 at 09:44 AM
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Hello, guys! I am a 18 years old boy from Nepal. I never go outside of the home and always stay in the same room by locking the door. In an entire day, I speak around 1-2 minutes only with the family members. I have never talked with any of the neighbors for my entire life, and when a relative comes to my home, I don't even go to the room where the relative is staying. When my parents ask me to come to the room, then I go and when parents tell to greet, I greet like this: 🙏 (Nepali way of greeting) without uttering any word and then I return back to my room and lock the door again.

At this age, all of my friends go out of the home, and travel to places alone. But, I have never traveled alone for my entire life. Also, the last time I visited a place far from my home was in 2016 with my father and we stayed in a relative's home there.

I never go anywhere alone, except riding bicycle to my school/college. While going to college, I go by riding a bicycle. On the other hand, my friends go in public vehicles. The reason why I don't go in public vehicles is that if I go, then I wouldn't be able to tell the driver where I want to go and I wouldn't be able to request the conductor or driver to stop the bus when I reach my destination. In college, I never speak with friends, teachers or any one else. The only time I speak is when my friends or teachers ask me some questions, and I speak in an afraid voice.

While going to college and while returning home from college, I go alone, with no friends near me and I directly return back to home without going anywhere else like other people do. For the rest of the day, I just stay in my room by locking the door and using tablet or laptop for the entire time or doing my homeworks. I never engage in any social activities or activities inside my home. The only thing I do is using tablet or laptop.

For purchasing stationery products like books, copies, pens, etc., I go with my parents instead of going myself. To visit bank or buy necessary things for me, I go with parents or tell parents to go themselves without taking me. I never attend any marriage ceremony, or any other events except those where I am forced to attend by my parents.

I don't even eat the food that other people eat. I don't eat any ve*e*able or me*t products, and I don't even like telling their name, which is why I am placing * for some characters. I don't even like touching those food items. If I mistakenly touch, I run very fast towards the bathroom and wash my hands with soap. The last time I touched a v*g*table mistakenly was around 5 years ago. The only food I eat are few fruits (apple, mango, papaya, grape, orange, litchi/lychee, pomegranate and banana), rice, pulse, milk, biscuits, dry fruits, chocolates and bread products, and nothing more. I guess the only things powering me throughout my entire life are milk and fruits. Also, I have never faced any health issues in the past related to vitamins, even though I don't eat ve*e*able and m*at products.

So, I would like to know what kind of person I am.

Am I asocial? Am I anti-social? Am I autistic? Do I have any disorders? Please let me know what kind of person I am! I can't even visit a doctor and tell about my issues.
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Based on my understanding of the Sanity Score test, I would have to say that a score of 180 is high. But it's just a self-administered test. Perhaps what this is suggesting, though, is that it is going to be important for you to find a way to see a mental health professional in your country.

You mentioned you go with your parents to purchase stationary products. Perhaps your parents could accompany you to see someone? You had also mentioned you're in college. If the college you attend has a student counseling service, perhaps that might be a place to start? Hopefully being here on PC can be of some help too. There are also on-line mental health therapy services available if your family has the financial resources needed to pay for them. That might also be a way to at least get started.

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