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Default Aug 21, 2019 at 07:44 AM
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It's my 2nd abnormal pap exam. Now I will need surgery, a biopsy I assume. Missed the doctors call yesterday. Thought it was spam was driving, and didn't take it. He left a message.

I kind of hope it kills me whatever it is. I've been depressed lately. Forgot to take my meds a couple times, which isn't helping.

My daughter was telling me her plans for marriage a children and I wasn't included, I really do want to die. Her step mom is who she talked about having care for her kids when she couldn't. I said what about me I'm your mother!? She said her step mother would be retired by than.

My luck I won't die, just suffer a lot. But I do really hope this is my out. Doesn't cervical cancer have a high death rate?

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I am so sorry you are going through this and are so depressed! Do you see a therapist? I think they need to know about this. What do you think?

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I see a therapist every week. Just saw him Monday before the pap news. I have group therapy Friday.

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Ok. I wish I knew what to tell you.

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Default Aug 24, 2019 at 08:34 AM
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I had abnormal paps and had all kind of stuff done, it’s common and it eventually goes back to normal. Id not worry about it. They take all abnormalities out when do outpatient surgery/biopsy. As long as you regularly seeing gyn and do check ups, whatever they find could be taken out. Let us know how surgery goes

Your daughter is too young to make plans re marriage and children. She is what, 16?Things change.
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Please don't give up. Tell your therapist how you're feeling. Okay?
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Default Aug 28, 2019 at 07:00 AM
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Doctor says cervix looks healthy, took samples to be 100% sure. But I feel a lot better now.

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Great news.

What your daughter says sucks. Sorry she's being so hurtful.

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