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Default Mar 13, 2020 at 08:50 AM
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Blah, I can't sleep. I'm all wound up over my BPD friend reentering my life. I got hundreds of texts, emails and voice mails in the last eight hours. I'm already geared up for drama.
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@ARaven0137 ah! I forgot, we did sorta meet here, in this thread. (Sorry folks. Inside "joke")

Anyway, bleh! I had a 3rd day of cramps today, not as bad, but still. Should not be this much. I've also been having jaw aches for the past 2 days and my triceps are sore from (get this) a weightless exercise routine. I must be really soft...but I was contracting those muscles really hard though!
Anyway, had some good sunshine today so sat in the porchroom and did a little writing.

Frankly, these days I'm struggling with how to spend my time. I think I need to cut back some on online stuff, and in ways I am, but it's hard for me because this is my primary source of socializing and keeping in touch with the world as well as just something fun to do. Although I've recently taken back up with crochet and considering buying a deck of cards to play solitaire...and the writing stuff...and will hopefully get back into working out more when I feel better. Still...seems I just can't get enough of being online. Oops! Hope no one minds.

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Default Mar 14, 2020 at 03:09 AM
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I'm really worried about the coronavirus. I was anxious most of yesterday. This morning I feel a little better. I canceled all my appointments for a month. I'll be staying at home.

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Default Mar 15, 2020 at 11:06 AM
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this is "daily" so I'll post again. I'm emotionally and mentally exhausted. At least I slept last night after two consecutive nights of restless sleep, but I still went to bed worried and sad. I hope the things that are stressing me get peacefully resolved. I don't like drama...not in real life anyway. <3

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Doing Okay today. I've been cooking and I plan to cook some more soon. Later I will relax and read. I'll also play games. Hope everyone is well today!

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What a mess today it. Trying to activate a credit card was like going to the moon. Then, personal drama for me and my best friend. Ugh. it's been a day and it's only 930 am Sunday.
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Today is off to a slow start. I need to get cooking here pretty soon, but hopefully my leftover wrap will be good to eat for now. I looked up some new chicken recipes last night...hopefully we'll be able to get through this week because all we have right now is chicken...oh well there's a few packets of beef, oh, and I keep forgeting the one lone packet of lamb...also hope our store will resupply this week too. It's much easier to have a variety to choose from, even though my go-to is lamb, but also, we'll need to have food for next week and beyond, so really hoping that food comes in.

I'm feeling better emotionally etc, but still have a little concern. Hard for me to just turn things off completely, but I'm trying to maintain positivity! Hugs to all that need them/want them.

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Default Mar 16, 2020 at 06:21 PM
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I have been depressed. Also, I don't feel so good physically, my stomach is funny and my wrists and ankles are swollen. I think it's a side effect of one of my meds from my endocrinologist. I was really hoping to not have to go to any medical offices amid this coronavirus epidemic but I may not have a choice.
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Default Mar 16, 2020 at 09:37 PM
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hi,
I'm new to this group.
I am nervous we are having a lot of construction done around and in our house the next few weeks. This week they are putting all new sidewalks and cement in front of the garage. Then we are getting a new septic system and they are remodeling a bigger room for me and turning my current room into a big bathroom/ laundry room. Its all exciting i know but i have problems with change so i am stressed and nervous.
My sleep has been improving and i am sleeping thru the night and my nightmares seem to have stopped.
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Thanks for checking in @88Butterfly88 I was losing track of your thread. Hope you start feeling better soon though. Those physical side effects or whatever they are sound not fun. Hugs

Hey @Tamster Great to see you out and about on the forums! Sounds like you've got some exciting but understandably stressful stuff going on lately. Hope it all goes smoothly and you're pleased with the end result! Also sleeping good is always good. on that note, I really outta finish up some things and try to sleep...but we took a mini nap tonight, hubby and I, and I feel awake. Hmm

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I am a very emotionally blunted person with very little emotional range, but I am at a low point. Work, which had always been a haven for me, has become a festering pit of abuse, bullying and discrimination. Not particularly against me, but against so many that I care about. My home life is nothing but conflict with another mindless, stupid and ridiculous fight. My SO just wants to be angry with me and so he finds anything to be his cross to bear. I learned this phrase from my dad and I use it often with my SO, is this the hill you want to die on, meaning is the conflict worth going to the mat for. Are crumbs on the counter or my not having invited him to something he doesn't like anyway worth divorce. I always say that he's not happy unless he's not happy.

I needed a vent, thank you. I'm just so done.
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Doing Okay this morning... just tired. No energy. No motivation. I think I will sleep.

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I was up late last night. I am soo tired right now. I f÷el it was worth it though. But I'm really struggling to get going right now. I feel physically unwell. :/ I have to take one more med on an empty stomach and then I can have breakfast. Hoping that will begin to wake me up.

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Welcome @Tamster! I remember seeing you in the chat room a while back but I don't go there all that often anymore as I prefer to take my time writing messages versus chatting more quickly in real-time. I hope you are able to cope with the changes going on in your life.

@giddykitty Thank you for caring! I hope you feel better and get some sleep soon.

@ARaven0137 Sorry to hear that. I'm happy to listen.

@Deilla I have days like that sometimes too. I hope you are able to sleep.

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Doing well... I was able to get most of my groceries I ordered. Still no paper products but that's Okay. I may have enough til the next shipment.

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@88Butterfly88 thank you so much dear! I did sleep better last night, although feel I could have maybe gotten just one more hour, but we'll see how the day goes. Hope you're video chat with the new T goes well and that your so so mood turns even better! *hugs

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It's been awhile since I had a heart to heart talk with my mom, I guess the total lockdown is not that bad.
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Default Mar 19, 2020 at 01:14 AM
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hey ladies,
well the guy was going to start on my new closet yesterday but when he went to home depot and lowes to get wood they were out.!
So getting all ready for the noise and getting ready for the upheaval was for nothing.

Besides that i am good.
How are you all doing. Is spring , springing up for you?
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Default Mar 19, 2020 at 03:38 AM
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I'm better today. I was in a foul mood all last week due to crap in my life.

I had a flight overseas and back in which the weather was so bad I'm glad to be alive.
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Default Mar 19, 2020 at 03:54 PM
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tamster- kinda rainy today so maybe that's springish. oddly, I'm not really liking the rain today when normally I like rain. but I guess I was just in the mood for more sunshine. I can't wait for spring! favorite time of year...except allergy crap that hubby just HAD to remind me of.

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I posted an update in my journal (Giddy's Thoughts) if anyone is interested now or in the future. It starts out with my mental health journey, but today I'm just sharing my day. Hugs to all! <3

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