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Aug 16, 2020 at 04:02 AM

I have 2 wasps in the house today.

it is very disturbing, because I am alergic to wasp stings (I go in to shock)

thankfully, they are behind a closed door (I made sure they stayed in the lounge with the window open so they can fly out)

it is still scary though

had a shower today, my fruit salad, currently drinking some flavoured water (orange and peach flavour)

feeling okay (with the obvious acception of the wasps)

Deilla · Aug 17, 2020 at 01:22 AM

I'm doing Okay. I'm a little tired. I'm worried about my cat, who's been sick. And I'm concerned about a few other things. I need a job but I can't really work. Emotionally I'm not able to handle it. So I'm trying to sell art and music. And I'm thinking of publishing some books.

Aug 17, 2020 at 04:00 AM

update on the wasp situation: they are still very much alive!.

when I walked in to the lounge this morning, I couldn't see them or hear them, but when I turned on the light I saw that they were hiding in the light switch!. I ran out their as fast as I could go. such a scary situation!. and I generally thought they had gone yesterday

new week, same ****

plans for today: nothing, and unless anything changes, it's that all week.

possum220 · Aug 17, 2020 at 07:38 AM

Hope the wasps go soon raging vortex.
Feeling foggy today. Headache is coming on.

Aug 18, 2020 at 06:32 AM

the wasps are gone.

yesterday it rained, and of course: wasps hate the rain (wasps are also quite stupid)

so they flew out of the window soaking their wings

ah well: at least they are gone, and I think that's the last I'll see of any for a while (we're meant to be getting early fall storms!)

nothing today, though I probably don't need to say that. this is my life we're talking about.

Aug 19, 2020 at 05:15 AM

I have just finished responding to a survey for a friend's course she is doing

it really tested my patience... it was over 100 questions, and by question 10 or 11, I was like why am I doing this?

but I did do it and so now she has my response

today it is raining, and trust me, we really need it after the heatwave we've been having (yes guys, england has heatwaves too. lol)

doing.... absolutely nothing

currently on the forum, emails open, listening to music

Deilla · Aug 19, 2020 at 04:21 PM

I just ordered my groceries. It didn't go so well. And now I'm just waiting on the bug lady to show up. It's getting late. I'm trying to be positive.

Aug 21, 2020 at 05:40 AM

another **** week at an end.

done so little again. defenetly makes me wonder the point

and I'm struggling with my looks today. I hate my looks, I hate my body, and I hate the fact that almost every bone in it is useless and shutting down (or that's what it feels like)

Deilla · Aug 21, 2020 at 07:52 AM

I journaled this morning, which was nice. I plan to read in bed later.

Aug 21, 2020 at 01:37 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Deilla

I journaled this morning, which was nice. I plan to read in bed later.

wish I still had my journal.

or do I... I don't know. hmm

I did enjoy writing in it but it got a bit repetitive

Aug 23, 2020 at 03:45 AM

feeling a bit angry.

today I got a letter, and the person miss printed my last name

when I say miss printed it, I mean really mis printed. got it spectacularly wrong, and not just that, either

the last name they used just happened to be the last name of one of my previous abusers

can't say I'm too happy about that, either- and this place really needs correcting (I'll ring when I'm less angry about it)

and less in pain. getting ready for today was beyond painful

Aug 24, 2020 at 05:35 AM

sleep = 0 (up all night with pain and flashbacks)

body = painful (very, very, very, painful)

plans for the day?

**** all, but later I have that new recipie to try (the grilled lemon chicken one). I hope it's yummy!

Deilla · Aug 25, 2020 at 02:16 PM

Tried to play World of Warcraft with a friend today. But found out it's not possible because he is on the European servers and I am on the American servers. It was a real disappointment. Hope everyone is well.

Aug 28, 2020 at 05:31 AM

I really enjoyed the lemon chicken recipie. honestly, it was quite small, but the most important thing was you could taste the lemmon.. I suppose it tasted like chicken nuggets just with a lemmon flavor

pretty sluggish week. really bad body pain, 4 (4) panic attacks, and litirally 0 rest. my body wouldn't let me

today I have had my shower (so even more pain), and doing nothing at all- later ordering mcdonalds though which I am really looking forward too- mostly because their's not been 1 night this week where I have actually felt full and I'm looking forward to a full stomach

Aug 29, 2020 at 05:04 AM

my mcdonalds was great. I got a full tummy, but it still didn't stop me from going through 2 packs of jaffa cakes (12 in a bag) which I'd had arive earlier that afternoon

up all night in intense body pain, and looks like for the majority of the day that is how it will be

currently sat in the dark (with the acception of the forum screen)

in dead silence

RoxanneToto · Aug 29, 2020 at 05:22 AM

Dog sitting for the weekend, but even though I love animals I just feel like I want to be left completely alone. I did take them for a walk earlier and it was nice to be out for a while.
Had toast when I got back and was wondering why toasters never seem to have a countdown timer.

88Butterfly88 · Aug 29, 2020 at 09:04 AM

I haven't been feeling too great, been tired and achy and feeling emotional. I should be able to relax today though so I hope that is helpful.

Aug 29, 2020 at 09:23 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by RoxanneToto

Dog sitting for the weekend, but even though I love animals I just feel like I want to be left completely alone. I did take them for a walk earlier and it was nice to be out for a while.
Had toast when I got back and was wondering why toasters never seem to have a countdown timer.

it is nice to see you in this section of the forum.

welcome!

RoxanneToto · Aug 29, 2020 at 11:18 AM

Thanks, raging vortex, that made me smile lol

Deilla · Aug 29, 2020 at 12:45 PM

I slept 18 hours last night. I guess I was recovering from a long day of chores. I woke up with a migraine. I think because I didn't have my coffee on time. I'm doing better now. Will rest and read all day.

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possum220 Legendary Member Since Jan 2009 Location: Uppa Gumtree West Posts: 19,397 (SuperPoster!) 15 7,983 hugs given	Aug 17, 2020 at 07:38 AM #684 Hope the wasps go soon raging vortex. Feeling foggy today. Headache is coming on.

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Aug 19, 2020 at 04:21 PM #687 I just ordered my groceries. It didn't go so well. And now I'm just waiting on the bug lady to show up. It's getting late. I'm trying to be positive. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 21, 2020 at 05:40 AM #688 another **** week at an end. done so little again. defenetly makes me wonder the point and I'm struggling with my looks today. I hate my looks, I hate my body, and I hate the fact that almost every bone in it is useless and shutting down (or that's what it feels like)

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Aug 21, 2020 at 07:52 AM #689 I journaled this morning, which was nice. I plan to read in bed later. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 24, 2020 at 05:35 AM #692 sleep = 0 (up all night with pain and flashbacks) body = painful (very, very, very, painful) plans for the day? **** all, but later I have that new recipie to try (the grilled lemon chicken one). I hope it's yummy!

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Aug 25, 2020 at 02:16 PM #693 Tried to play World of Warcraft with a friend today. But found out it's not possible because he is on the European servers and I am on the American servers. It was a real disappointment. Hope everyone is well. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’

Anonymous32451 Guest Posts: n/a	Aug 29, 2020 at 05:04 AM #695 my mcdonalds was great. I got a full tummy, but it still didn't stop me from going through 2 packs of jaffa cakes (12 in a bag) which I'd had arive earlier that afternoon up all night in intense body pain, and looks like for the majority of the day that is how it will be currently sat in the dark (with the acception of the forum screen) in dead silence

RoxanneToto Grand Poohbah Member Since Aug 2020 Location: England Posts: 1,692 3 6,991 hugs given	Aug 29, 2020 at 05:22 AM #696 Dog sitting for the weekend, but even though I love animals I just feel like I want to be left completely alone. I did take them for a walk earlier and it was nice to be out for a while. Had toast when I got back and was wondering why toasters never seem to have a countdown timer.

88Butterfly88 Moderator Community Support Team Member Since Dec 2015 Location: New Jersey Posts: 54,190 (SuperPoster!) 8 10.5k hugs given	Aug 29, 2020 at 09:04 AM #697 I haven't been feeling too great, been tired and achy and feeling emotional. I should be able to relax today though so I hope that is helpful.

RoxanneToto Grand Poohbah Member Since Aug 2020 Location: England Posts: 1,692 3 6,991 hugs given	Aug 29, 2020 at 11:18 AM #699 Thanks, raging vortex, that made me smile lol

Deilla Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2017 Location: Limsa Lominsa Posts: 29,401 (SuperPoster!) 6 49.2k hugs given	Aug 29, 2020 at 12:45 PM #700 I slept 18 hours last night. I guess I was recovering from a long day of chores. I woke up with a migraine. I think because I didn't have my coffee on time. I'm doing better now. Will rest and read all day. __________________ ‘Live for now,’ ‘This too shall pass,’ ‘Everything is happening for my good.’