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Default Sep 21, 2020 at 11:19 AM
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I'm sad today. My female cat attacked my leg. I guess she thought it was play time. Now my leg is red and one wound won't stop draining. I'm not sure what to do about it. I don't want to go to the doctor. But I guess if things get too uncomfortable I will. I bought a big box of bandaids. I'll just keep putting those on. I've never had a hole in my leg before. It's just a tiny hole but still.

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Default Sep 21, 2020 at 03:00 PM
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I have spent most of today on the phone to the receptionist at my local doctors surgery

my current GP said to me that he hoped I got kovid19 so I put in a complaint, and today the receptionist called me as she wanted to go through what actualyl happened

it was stressfull, as I hate phone calls, and I don't find out what (if anything) is going to be done until next wednesday afternoon, but. hopefully he will get a talking to. you don't say that to patients
 
 
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Default Sep 24, 2020 at 02:41 PM
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allmost the end of another week, and another week of very little going on.

I ate well every night which is a good thing and I had my phone call, but pain = infinity and sleep is equalling 0, and plans for the future... yeah. what's a future again?. I don't know what that word is
 
 
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Default Sep 25, 2020 at 06:05 AM
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showered today and did my hair

shopping arived

had an issue earlier logging in but I seem to be posting fine now- it did panic me though!. I'd be so lost without this site.
 
 
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Default Sep 25, 2020 at 10:16 PM
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I had a doctor's appointment today. I was very anxious almost all day about it. And now I'm upset cause my online therapist never responded to me today. I really needed support. Now it's the weekend and it's just too late.

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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 05:14 AM
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I had a doctor's appointment today. I was very anxious almost all day about it. And now I'm upset cause my online therapist never responded to me today. I really needed support. Now it's the weekend and it's just too late.


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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 06:23 AM
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this new perfume comercial is getting on my nerves

a bunch of women displaying themselves on screen saying that they are perfect

really affects my BDD. I hate it, and wish these comercials wern't allowed

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Thank you! I appreciate it. I'm not really sure what is wrong. I guess I feel abandoned, and I hate that feeling. I hope all of you have a good day! I will try to find things to distract me.

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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 09:19 AM
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Thank you! I appreciate it. I'm not really sure what is wrong. I guess I feel abandoned, and I hate that feeling. I hope all of you have a good day! I will try to find things to distract me.


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I have a whole website of people here who care and can chat with me, yet still feel abandoned. I don't really have many friends I talk to on an individual bases (just people in the threads), so I guess that contributes to it
 
 
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Default Sep 26, 2020 at 10:39 AM
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Worked hard today, so felt good when I left for home. Getting into a good rhythm but looking forward to my days off next week!
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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 06:30 AM
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boring day on the cards, it seems

I have plans for dinner (I am having chicken pie), but that's all
 
 
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Default Sep 27, 2020 at 07:26 AM
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I'm doing well today. It's nice weather and the cats are happy. I've been playing my Final Fantasy game. I was up until midnight playing. There's just so much to do. It's a great distraction right now. I need a break from my art, music and writing. I've put too much pressure on myself in those areas.

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Default Sep 28, 2020 at 07:10 AM
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I didn't really eat my chicken pie.

I actually really struggled with it, because the pie wouldn't stay in 8 individual peaces. I felt really bad too (because I hate wasted food)

but I had yorkshire puddings with it, and I did eat all of those!

again boring day on the cards. having a dvd come from amazon later, but apart from that, boring boring boring..
 
 
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Default Sep 28, 2020 at 07:13 AM
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I'm stressing this morning. I don't feel like getting dressed. But I know if I do, I will feel so much better. I just can't find the motivation to do what it takes. I'm just too darned tired. I don't want a human body anymore.

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I'm stressing this morning. I don't feel like getting dressed. But I know if I do, I will feel so much better. I just can't find the motivation to do what it takes. I'm just too darned tired. I don't want a human body anymore.


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Trig Sep 29, 2020 at 06:55 AM
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I just tried to hug my own post

why is that not a thing. seriously: if you're feeling low, or you're feeling accomplished for posting something, give yourself a hug!.

nothing planned for today

I'm alive why?. *sighs*
 
 
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Default Sep 29, 2020 at 07:00 AM
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It’s wet and overcast where I live, but too mild for the time of year still and it’s bothering me. In other “news” I have a few days off after working nearly two weeks straight. Small blessings, I guess. Went to the doctor’s to set some online stuff up, then got myself a small bag of yarn from a charity shop on the way home. I hoard yarn like a pack rat but still can’t help looking for more 🤪
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Default Sep 29, 2020 at 09:00 AM
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I'm doing better today. I was able to get dressed. I feel human. I did my chores for the day. I'm glad.

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Default Sep 30, 2020 at 01:52 PM
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today I found out that my doctor's surgery are not yet willing to give me a new doctor. they tried to patronize me today re: my complaint, and tried to stick up for the doctor when ever they could.

for now, it's still ongoing. I've said that I'm not willing to work with someone who wishes kovid on their patients, and they are saying they are unwilling to give me someone else at this time

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Default Oct 01, 2020 at 10:51 AM
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I am feeling annoyed by a compliment made to me today (I just can't accept compliments)

someone said to me " you don't look like the type of person who would give up", after I told them how much I enjoy linken park's music.

oh if only you knew the half of it... I have been their, I am still their, and I am that type of person.

I just don't see it I guess. I can't see the good in me (if their's any.)

nothing else planned today. I'm litirally only awake because guess what?. I hurt too much to sleep.
 
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