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Default Oct 02, 2020 at 07:13 AM
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it has been raining all night, and, acording to the weather forcast, it's ghere to stay all weekend- glad of that, love rain.

not doing much today (surprise surprise), showered in pain, now sat here doing nothing

later I'll have mcdonalds which of course I am looking forward to. yum yum

but that's it for today
 
 
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Default Oct 03, 2020 at 12:37 PM
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no sleep. bleh.

I've eaten too much food today. I wish I didn't have to, but bleh overeating sucks sometimes. I feel over full

still raining outside

I am doing nothing today. woohoo
 
 
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Default Oct 03, 2020 at 03:15 PM
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Work was ok, just can’t seem to stop wasting my time in the evenings and I generally get several hours to do what I want. But I get distracted and procrastinate, even though I’m enjoying my projects (designing knitted video game character plushies at the moment). I don’t seem to get going properly until there’s a couple of hours left until bedtime lol.
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Default Oct 03, 2020 at 04:27 PM
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I'm feeling lonely today. All I can do is go to sleep and hope I feel different in the morning.

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Default Oct 04, 2020 at 11:17 AM
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I ate so much my stomach now hurts. that is what I did today and it sucks so much. not that my stomach hurts, *(though it is ow), the fact that not only did I not get any sleep yesterday because of my pain, but my first thought was to sit on my chair and eat candy- not at all productive.
 
 
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Default Oct 04, 2020 at 12:30 PM
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I went to bed early last night and that helped a lot. I feel somewhat better today. My energy is low though. I'm not motivated to do much.

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Default Oct 05, 2020 at 03:30 PM
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ditto yesterday.

I didn't eat as much as yesterday, but same idea.
 
 
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Default Oct 05, 2020 at 06:09 PM
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I'm tired today and maybe a little tense. I've been reading a lot. I may go to bed early. I really don't know why I feel bad. It's been a good day.

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Default Oct 06, 2020 at 06:48 AM
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I'm tired today and maybe a little tense. I've been reading a lot. I may go to bed early. I really don't know why I feel bad. It's been a good day.


what are you reading?

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Default Oct 06, 2020 at 06:49 AM
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bad day

that's all. you know it's a bad day when the first thought from your head is

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Default Oct 06, 2020 at 11:04 AM
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what are you reading?

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I'm reading a book by Neville Goddard. It's called Feeling Is The Secret. It's a metaphysical book. I really love it. Do you like to read?

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Default Oct 07, 2020 at 07:36 AM
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I'm reading a book by Neville Goddard. It's called Feeling Is The Secret. It's a metaphysical book. I really love it. Do you like to read?


it has been so long since I have read anything cover to cover. either I get a book and never start it, or I read a few pages at a time so slowly, I eventually lose track of what's going on and just give up on it.

it's not I don't like to, (books are theraputic), I just don't have the focus

even with audiobooks: I'll start one, and give up in a few days

the last one I started was the secret of downton abby (based on a show I really enjoy), but I couldn't even finish that- and it's ashame because I really would like to know about it

give me the railway children though, and I can read, and reread, and reread, loads of times
 
 
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Trig Oct 07, 2020 at 07:42 AM
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I finally fixed an issue I was having with google crome

I'd been experiencing it for a few days, so I am glad that it's finally fixed

I just wish my life was though. litirally another day sat here eating cookies
 
 
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Default Oct 07, 2020 at 11:49 AM
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I just finished my chores. I'm going to relax now. I rewarded myself for taking care of my tasks. I had fresh pototo salad from the deli. It was really good.

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I just finished my chores. I'm going to relax now. I rewarded myself for taking care of my tasks. I had fresh pototo salad from the deli. It was really good.


I had hotdogs for dinner

not too filling, really. so back on the snacks
 
 
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Default Oct 08, 2020 at 03:06 AM
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I'm a bit sad today. But I'm going to try to cheer myself up.

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Default Oct 08, 2020 at 07:02 AM
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I am breaving

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Default Oct 09, 2020 at 02:12 PM
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showered today and screamed in ****ing agony because it was so painful

ate too much, made myself sick, and ate even more. what the **** is wrong with me
 
 
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Default Oct 11, 2020 at 07:06 AM
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I have not posted to this thread all weekend.

I'm not surprised, their's nothing to post about (it really sucks)

yesterday, apart from doing nothing all day, I had another takeout (so healthy)

and today I am doing nothing but having roast dinner later

which I don't like

so yay

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Default Oct 11, 2020 at 08:51 AM
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I was trying to have a good day. But things came up and I'm not sure how I'm going to cope.

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