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Default Jun 27, 2020 at 08:35 AM
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ditto yesterday.

though today: at least it is slightly cooler (we had storms last night), and at least I have a healthy rumbly tummy- means I'm going to eat well tonight and not just junkfood

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Default Jun 27, 2020 at 04:39 PM
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I'm not doing well today.

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Default Jun 28, 2020 at 03:50 AM
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I did end up eating quite well.

4 chicken burgers, 4 yogourts, and a bag of potato chips (so maybe let myself down with the latter), but I knew I was hungry and it showed. no sleep again, nothing going on today, welcome to ground hog day.. still cool though, I was reading the weather forcast this morning and they said we might get flooding

perfect for me, I love that kind of weather
 
 
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I'm doing a little better today. I wish I could sleep and stay asleep. I keep waking up every 2 to 3 hours.

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Default Jun 29, 2020 at 05:06 AM
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I wish the story of the railway children didn't have me in floods of tears everytime I listen to it

yesterday I got a delivery of an audio drama of the railway children and I sat their for 2 hours listening to it. by the end I was in tears. I need to get a grip, seriously. I'm in my 20's and crying at that, even looking away from it and it's audio

wow.

but still enjoyed it. railway children's always been my favorite

anyone else read it?
 
 
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Default Jun 29, 2020 at 08:14 AM
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I'm a bit nervous this morning. Just picked up some meds from my doctor's office. The drive back made me anxious. I'm still shaking from it. I'm trying to take deep breaths. I am glad it's over with. I've been dreading that trip all weekend.

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Default Jun 30, 2020 at 04:40 AM
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at deilla: congrats for doing the trip. like you say, try to relax now

pretty much the same as yesterday for me. no sleep and no real plans for the day
 
 
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Default Jun 30, 2020 at 02:17 PM
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I don't feel well today. I'm really depressed. My self-critic is beating me up. My online T hasn't been responding like she usually does so I don't have support.

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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 04:52 AM
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I hate today.

for some reason, it feels like new year's eve (even though it's only july)

guess I am too focussed on what little I have done over the past few months- like every year around new year's eve, I'm feeling bad about they ear just gone

half the year gone and I've nothing to show for it. it's just not getting better...
 
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Default Jul 01, 2020 at 03:11 PM
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tomorrow I am going to make my friend a birthday card and the theme is going to be pirates

I look forward to it.. anything to do with pirates excite me

ever since my manic episode where I became obsessed with them

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Default Jul 02, 2020 at 07:58 AM
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I can not stop peeing myself today

seriously every 10, 15 minits I'm just going (and quite a lot, too)

I must be experiencing some kind of delay, because over the last 24 hours I've certainly not had that much water

apart from that I am feeling good. not really doing much. was meant to be making a friends birthday card (pirate themed), but it's not going to happen now- it just keeps on coming
 
 
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Default Jul 02, 2020 at 10:10 AM
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I'm doing Okay today.

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Default Jul 03, 2020 at 05:08 AM
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after yesterday's severe fibro pain, I am surprised I'm still alive (you know when you're in so much pain you just don't know).

showered and painted my nails (the room now smells of nail polish, and I love the smell)

the shower was a bad move, because it means I'm in more pain again. but I always shower friday regardless. so
 
 
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Default Jul 03, 2020 at 05:09 AM
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not sure what I'm going to do after I've checked the forum.

probably not much, as usual, bleh..
 
 
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Default Jul 04, 2020 at 07:01 AM
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making that birthday card today

set aside some time this evening to do it. I love the fact it's all my idea, no standard messages or standard design, it's going to be all pirate themed. think she'll love it

until then, not doing much..
 
 
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Default Jul 04, 2020 at 03:52 PM
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I made the card. woohooo

now I can give it to her next week. hope she likes it
 
 
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 02:07 AM
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I'm doing well. Just chilling this morning. Later I will try to cook something and read a little bit.

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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 04:59 AM
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I'm doing well. Just chilling this morning. Later I will try to cook something and read a little bit.


what are you currently reading?

that's one thing I actually need to do- find something new to read

I have elevator pitch by linwood barclay, but I've not started it yet

and I have the secrets of downton abby- ditto, though I'm not sure I even want to read that one
 
 
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Default Jul 05, 2020 at 05:02 AM
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I have changed 3 times this morning (bad incontinence and it's only 11 A.M). not really going to do much today. catch up with some tv, catch up with the forumm, basically a boring day with nothing on

plus: the sun's out today, so I've had to shut my curtains (the briteness is too much for me).
 
 
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Default Jul 06, 2020 at 04:04 AM
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emotionally empty.

I am about to start another week with absolutely nothing going on, and it really sucks

plus side today is that as yet I've not been in severe physical pain, and it makes so much diffrence when you can start the day and not scream in agony
 
 
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