[Mountaindewed]

I’m kind of nervous about work tomorrow. 2 people who work fast are not there and I work really fast but 2 people who work incredibly slow and who are on their phones most of the time and don’t actually work are going to be there instead. I don’t want to be asked to work the weekend because I am already at my limit for the hours I can work. It’s just frustrating when I’m doing my own work plus the work of 1 or 2 other coworkers and then being asked to come in on my days off. My managers notice all this and they appreciate my work. But I am still doing these people’s work. These people do get into trouble but I still get asked to work extra. I do tell them no but then I feel bad.

[Turtle_Rider]

I want to quit my job

[Mountaindewed]

I feel kind of bad because I asked the manager if I could use the bathroom half an hour after clocking in and he was super nice about it. I had to text my mom and ask her if she could call the dentist for me to see if she could fit me in today. So it wasn’t like I was using it for no reason. It just makes me feel bad when I can’t perform my best at work.

[Turtle_Rider]

There is another girl shuns me. She's the girl I know from bus ride to and from work. We've met and talked a few times, and all of sudden she avoided me and refused to talk to me.

Unlike the coworkers (who also shunned me), this girl creeps me out. I feel awkward and freak out rather than the sadness from being ignored. She avoids me but she stares at me intensely with that hatred(?) look. I don't know what's her problem. I don't recall offending her. I know there's maybe a possibility that I hurt her feelings without realizing it, but either way she should talk to me about it instead of avoiding me and staring freakily.

I'd like to not meet her again during the bus ride.

[88Butterfly88]

I did one audio transcription assignment this morning and then they were out of work for me. I really need more consistent work.

I'm terrified.

[Turtle_Rider]

It's Monday. and I never been as depressed and miserable as today when I go to work. Thinking to make a thread to vent, but by time I have my time off, I'll be too tired to do so. Besides, I rarely get any responses though.

[LadyShadow]

Terrified of going back to work full-time but I have no choice, I have to suck it up and do it. Hoping to God I get an interview for job that emailed me last week.

[BeaFlower]

I'm sorry for everyone who is being scared to go to work I know what it feels like. I'm having a break for Easter. In the last period before the break my work went quite well, hope not to have other bad times with anxiety and so on when I go back.

[Mountaindewed]

My boss asked me if I called in sick yesterday and I said “yeah and I went to the doctor” she asked me if it was anything serious and I said “no he just wants me to relax and take it easy.” Then I was thinking I should have explained more so when the other manager came up to me I started rambling about how “I went to the doctor and it was nothing serious but it was more muscular and it should go away in 2-4 weeks and I lowered my sleep number setting and that helped a lot but I had some swollen lymph nodes”

Did I sound like an idiot rambling to him? He was really nice about it. I had come in on my day off and he was really appreciative about it. They are really understanding at my job. I know the first manager wasn’t checking up on me I just wanted them to know what was going on. I just felt like maybe the comment about the sleep number was kinda stupid but that was a big part of how I was feeling today.

[88Butterfly88]

I got some new products to sell.

[Turtle_Rider]

I have decided to take the WHV program for a better employment. I've been thinking about it for 2 years and this is the biggest step I'm going to take.

While I'm eligible to take it, the process is long and there's a chance of failure. But what sadden me the most... is the realization that I will leave everything behind. My lovely pet turtles, friends, family, everything.

It makes me cry after a long time. In fact I'm crying while I'm typing this. And I'll continue crying tonight and probably tomorrow.

[Mountaindewed]

I actually become speechless when talking to certain people at work. My anxiety gets the best of me and I freeze and I can’t actually get the correct words out. No one takes offense to it or has said anything. I show I’m a good employee through my work. So I don’t think they care if I’m a incoherent idiot when they try talking to me.

[Mountaindewed]

It’s not like I don’t try either. I have conversations in my head on how to respond correctly if I’m asked about certain stuff. Sometimes it works. Other times my mind goes completely blank when actually asked.

[88Butterfly88]

I was paid incorrectly today, grr.

[Mountaindewed]

My favorite coworkers were not there today, but I did ok. I think the day partially went fast because I wasn’t joking and talking.

[The_little_didgee]

I did WHMIS training today.

[Mountaindewed]

For once I didn’t do or say anything I thought was weird. I haven’t been thinking of work much at all since I got off. It was so uneventful.

[BeaFlower]

Originally Posted by Turtle_Rider

I have decided to take the WHV program for a better employment. I've been thinking about it for 2 years and this is the biggest step I'm going to take.

While I'm eligible to take it, the process is long and there's a chance of failure. But what sadden me the most... is the realization that I will leave everything behind. My lovely pet turtles, friends, family, everything.

It makes me cry after a long time. In fact I'm crying while I'm typing this. And I'll continue crying tonight and probably tomorrow.

I don't know about WHV, I don't think we have it in my country. Why do you have to leave everything behind? If you want to say.

[Mountaindewed]

I feel like my mood swings are kinda noticeable at work. I’m not sure if anyone notices. But Everyone else has their own host of issues which they are much more vocal then I am about mine. So they are at least understanding if they do notice my moods.